Broken Heart!!!!

"A broken heart, Mended with sweet words, Just to be broken again"
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you, waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
I Know how it feels when everyone says that everything gonna be alright, nothing goes right and u r just a listener....
I knw how it feels .... Feels like I'm drowning, I'm screaming for air, Louder I'm crying And you don't even care....
I know I'm not the most beautiful girl in the world or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet but I do know that no matter how long & hard you search, you'll never find someone who loves & cares about you as much as i do ... I knw how it feels when u want to say something and could not ....... Some feelings stops u to express urself, some thinking stops u......
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who repesents you, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...
I knw how it feels, when you dream for something and get the opposite, when u have to compromise in every field, when you have to act on others instructions, when you cannot utter a word ....
I knw exactly how it feels...............................................